Author: astherainandsnow

“Lifting up his eyes, and seeing that a large crowd was coming toward him, Jesus said to Philip, ‘Where are we to buy bread, so that these people may eat?’  He said this to test him, for he himself knew what he would do. Philip answered him, ‘Two hundred denarii worth of bread would not be enough for each of them to get a little.’ One of his disciples, Andrew, Simon Peter’s brother, said to him,  ‘There is a boy here who has five barley loaves and two fish, but what are they for so many?’ Jesus said, ‘Have the people sit down.’ Now there was much grass in the place. So the men sat down, about five thousand in number.  Jesus then took the loaves, and when he had given thanks, he distributed them to those who were seated. So also the fish, as much as they wanted. And when they had eaten their fill, he told his disciples, ‘Gather up the leftover fragments, that nothing may be lost.’ So they gathered them up and filled twelve baskets with fragments from the five barley loaves left by those who had eaten.” John 6:5-13

“Come, everyone who thirsts,
    come to the waters;
and he who has no money,
    come, buy and eat!
Come, buy wine and milk
    without money and without price.
Why do you spend your money for that which is not bread,
    and your labor for that which does not satisfy?
Listen diligently to me, and eat what is good,
    and delight yourselves in rich food.
Incline your ear, and come to me;
    hear, that your soul may live.” Isaiah 55:1-3a

The commands appear to make no sense: how can we buy bread without money? And more startling still, how do we procure what satisfies with no expenditure ourselves? Yet the very dichotomies the Scriptures put forth are purposeful: Come, listen diligently, delight yourselves, incline your ear; to test him. The thoughts and ways of our Lord are drastically different and higher than ours, and we would do well to prescribe to His over our own. (Isaiah 55:8-9)

There is a mysterious currency of faith our Lord uses in trading with His people. Doing business with the Heavenly Regent involves dealing on His terms, and the outcomes are always beneficial to our spiritual growth by affording deeper understanding of Him and ourselves.

When Jesus asks something of us that makes no human sense, musses with our comfort, or tests our patience, how do we react? Do we immediately respond, ‘No way! I could never afford, or do, or say, or be capable of, or comfortable with, that!’? Or would we harken to His deeper meanings between the lines? Would we in faith offer meager loaves and fish to His majestic wonder-working hands, and expect great things?

Think only of ourselves, and limit both our grasp of God’s vastness and our effectiveness in His kingdom work. Tackle His tests of faith with holy urgency and eagerness to be used for significant transactions, and He’ll bring divine return on that investment. He builds faith through personal exercise and others’ examples. Whoever trades in and feeds on His bread lives forever, and abundantly, hungering no more. (John 10:10b; Hebrews 11:1-12:3,10; Revelation 7:15-17)

Father, in all You ask of me, may I spend increasing faith on what lasts and honors You most.

“I will stretch out my hand against Judah
    and against all the inhabitants of Jerusalem;
and I will cut off from this place the remnant of Baal
    and the name of the idolatrous priests along with the priests,
those who bow down on the roofs
    to the host of the heavens,
those who bow down and swear to the Lord
    and yet swear by Milcom,
those who have turned back from following the Lord,
    who do not seek the Lord or inquire of him.

Be silent before the Lord God!
    For the day of the Lord is near…

At that time I will search Jerusalem with lamps,
    and I will punish the men
who are complacent,
    those who say in their hearts,
‘The Lord will not do good,
    nor will he do ill.’

A day of wrath is that day,
    a day of distress and anguish,
a day of ruin and devastation,
    a day of darkness and gloom,
a day of clouds and thick darkness,
    a day of trumpet blast and battle cry
against the fortified cities
    and against the lofty battlements.

I will bring distress on mankind,
    so that they shall walk like the blind,
    because they have sinned against the Lord…
Neither their silver nor their gold
    shall be able to deliver them
    on the day of the wrath of the Lord.
In the fire of his jealousy,
    all the earth shall be consumed.” Zephaniah 1:4-7a,12,15-17a,18a

“I the Lord your God am a jealous God.” Exodus 20:5

It may astound that we are capable of bowing on a roof to heaven’s hosts, and mingling worship of the true God with ‘Milcom the abomination of the Ammonites,’ yet our flesh is so daily prone. Any time we exalt any part of the created world over the Creator, or split our allegiance between God and another, we prove our tendency to idolatry. The steps to start the slide are simple, and insidious. (1 Kings 11:5,33; Romans 1:18-24)

Turning back from following the Lord implies a once-fervor for walking with Him. How does follow become a slow trailing behind, then an about-face? When we stop seeking Him. We stop looking into His word to inquire and listen. Our hearts get distracted and ears start to pick up other sounds, then tune in. When we stop asking, we stop looking and seeing Him in everything. We lose sensitivity to His Spirit’s direction and nudging conviction, because we have strayed after more alluring prompts. We cease to walk in step with Him, then in His steps at all. (Hebrews 11:25)

The sad thing is, it’s so easy to slip and slide, and lesser gods are never worth their enticement. The glad offer is God’s gracious mercy to those who return. Which will it be for us? Today is the day to see clearly what’s really going on in our hearts, and come clean: name our false gods- be they health, safety, ease, or stuff- and confess our sole allegiance to Jesus. His is the path of freedom and soul fulfillment.

What are we most tempted to worship? To whose voice do we give our best attention and time? What allures take precedence when we dole out priorities?

Lord, make me silent before You, so You alone fill my vision, my heart’s affection, and my praise.

“Grace to you and peace from God our Father and the Lord Jesus Christ.

“I thank my God always when I remember you in my prayers, because I hear of your love and of the faith that you have toward the Lord Jesus and for all the saints, and I pray that the sharing of your faith may become effective for the full knowledge of every good thing that is in us for the sake of Christ. For I have derived much joy and comfort from your love, my brother, because the hearts of the saints have been refreshed through you.” Philemon 3-7

Paul has a way of embracing- with grace and encouragement- those to whom he writes. In penning this greeting to Philemon and the church at his home, Paul affirms, with gratitude, their love and faith. Then he directs them to the purpose of sharing that faith: that it would be effective for the full knowledge of every good thing that is in us for the sake of Christ. What does that mean?

All points to Christ, who saved us to be freed from self and sin and live for Him. By grace He saves us through faith, that we would do the good works He’s planned for us to do. In saving us He deposits His powerful Spirit in us, who inspires us to will and work for His pleasure. He grants every spiritual blessing in Christ, and supplies all we need according to His riches in Christ. These are indeed good things! Ours for the believing, ours for the implementing and sharing, ours for His sake. (2 Corinthians 1:21-22; Ephesians 1:3; 2:8-10; Philippians 2:13; 4:19)

When we’re depleted, or wrestling with identity or direction, would we take stock of every good thing we have in Christ, for His sake? Would we check whether we appropriately value the limitless treasure of Christ, proven by our worship, and gratitude, and loving fear of Him? Are we putting His generous gifts into practice, using them to triumph over temptation, to proclaim His name, and to stoke faith?

How do Paul’s personal words encourage me in understanding and putting to use my spiritual blessings? And how will I similarly build up others to know Christ and to live and speak for His sake? In what ways am I refreshing the saints by gracing them with joy and comfort?

“God rest you merry, gentlemen,
let nothing you dismay;
remember Christ, our Savior
was born on Christmas Day
to save us all from Satan’s pow’r
when we were gone astray.
O tidings of comfort and joy...

‘Fear not,’ then said the angel,
‘let nothing you affright;
this day is born a Savior,
the true and radiant light,
to free all those who trust in him
from Satan’s pow’r and might.’
O tidings of comfort and joy...

Now to the Lord sing praises,
all you within this place,
and in true love and fellowship
each other now embrace;
this holy tide of Christmas
is filled with heav’nly grace.
O tidings of comfort and joy, comfort and joy,
O tidings of comfort and joy.” ~ English Carol (1850)

Lord, because of every good thing You give, may I spread glad tidings of comfort and joy everywhere, for Your holy sake.

“We are afflicted in every way, but not crushed; perplexed, but not driven to despair; persecuted, but not forsaken; struck down, but not destroyed;  always carrying in the body the death of Jesus, so that the life of Jesus may also be manifested in our bodies. For we who live are always being given over to death for Jesus’ sake, so that the life of Jesus also may be manifested in our mortal flesh.” 

“So we do not lose heart. Though our outer self is wasting away, our inner self is being renewed day by day. For this light momentary affliction is preparing for us an eternal weight of glory beyond all comparison, as we look not to the things that are seen but to the things that are unseen. For the things that are seen are transient, but the things that are unseen are eternal.” 2 Corinthians 4:8-11,16-18

From above, tufted fluffs of cloud were strewn like dirty cotton, mussing the floor of heaven and shadowing the ceiling for those below. Except the light-kissed ones. Dawn’s early light touched the tops of a scattered few, turning them the sweetest rose, spotting that lumpy stretch with bits of beauty. And so does the Lord of heaven and earth tinge our shadows with glimmers of His grace.

We are afflicted in many ways, and perplexed. In the course of our days we get struck down and pushed back- in our efforts, our mental meanderings, our best intentions. But none of this compares with the glory to be revealed! Let us not lose heart at momentary and temporal afflictions, but look for the rose tint on each one! We must keep looking until we sense the divine touch of mercy, comfort, enabling, and hope. There is no shroud of clouds that our Sovereign cannot penetrate and scatter. In the meantime, He kisses sweetness upon the very shapes and turns of moments we would not choose, but He readies to redeem.

And we can be that glint of light to others in our circles of influence, which likely extends beyond what we imagine. Our eternal vision can cast the long view for those entrenched in troubles, and our confidence in God’s promises can lift them above trite to substance. Faith tested and proved is faith another can observe, and want. A cheerful countenance is like good medicine. Even a smile, accompanied by eyes afire with holy joy, warms one whose heart and outlook are cold. Would we turn our heavenly hope into a blessing for another? (Proverbs 17:22)

“The Lord bless you and keep you;
the Lord make his face to shine upon you and be gracious to you;
 the Lord lift up his countenance upon you and give you peace.” (Numbers 6:24-26)

How might we bring a tint of benevolence, and touch of grace, a shade of beauty to another’s gloom? Will we speak the comforting word, lend the helping hand, give the hours to sit and listen and appreciate and bless? Where will we cast a hope light today that leaves someone less burdened? When we are filled with the light of life, we will shine it abroad from our hearts to dispel darkness to those around us. (Matthew 5:14-16; Romans 5:5)

Lord, may I relish Your beauties, and intentionally bless others with Your light.

“Abijah slept with his fathers, and… Asa his son reigned in his place. In his days the land had rest for ten years. And Asa did what was good and right in the eyes of the Lord his God. He took away the foreign altars and the high places and broke down the pillars and cut down the Asherim and commanded Judah to seek the Lord,.. and to keep the law and the commandment. He also took out of all the cities of Judah the high places and the incense altars. The kingdom had rest under him. He built fortified cities in Judah. He had no war in those years, for the Lord gave him peace. And he said to Judah, ‘Let us build these cities and surround them with walls and towers, gates and bars. The land is still ours, because we have sought the Lord our God… and he has given us peace on every side.’ So they built and prospered. And Asa had an army… with large shields and spears, and… bows. All these were mighty men of valor.

“Zerah the Ethiopian came out against them with an army of a million men and 300 chariots… Asa went out to meet him, and they drew up their lines of battle in the Valley of Zephathah at Mareshah. And Asa cried to the Lord his God, ‘O Lord, there is none like you to help, between the mighty and the weak. Help us, for we rely on you, and in your name we have come against this multitude. O Lord, you are our God; let not man prevail against you.’ So the Lord defeated the Ethiopians before Asa and before Judah, and the Ethiopians fled. Asa and the people with him pursued them as far as Gerar, and the Ethiopians… were broken before the Lord and his army…

“He took courage and put away the detestable idols from all the land,.. and he repaired the altar of the Lord that was in front of the vestibule of the house of the Lord.” 2 Chronicles 14:1-13; 15:8

The first act of business for King Asa was to rid Judah of strange gods and as many pitfalls that would entice their worship as possible. He knew that God would not share the throne with another, and he chose the true God. Under and by and for Him he would reign. He firmly established his kingdom on His promises and commands, and enjoyed peace as a result. When the enemy did threaten, he was practically, mentally, and spiritually ready. (Isaiah 42:8)

There are some key rules when we rule our hearts. Every aspect of every city must be cleansed, put in order, fortified, and governed with wisdom: family life, personal disciplines, relationships, work, recreation, and dreams. God must be first as Regent, Sentry, Help, and Conqueror. The cross must be anchored and held high, punctuating and standing over all that concerns us.

Over what and whom has God called me to rule? How eagerly do I take my stewardship? Are there places I have left unguarded, or allowed idols to share my allegiance or occupation? Do I align myself with people of spiritual valor to fend off the enemies who seek to undo us? What steps can I take to ensure God’s peace that passes understanding? (John 10:10; Philippians 4:6-7)

Lord of my cities, help me be faithful to manage all according to Your word and wisdom, that You are recognized and exalted as King.

“He made the disciples get into the boat and go before him to the other side, while he dismissed the crowds, [and] went up on the mountain by himself to pray. When evening came,.. the boat was a long way from the land, beaten by the waves, for the wind was against them [and] the sea became rough. It was now dark. And in the fourth watch of the night he came to them, walking on the sea. But when the disciples saw him walking on the sea, they were terrified, and said, ‘It is a ghost!’ and they cried out in fear. But immediately Jesus spoke to them, saying, ‘Take heart; it is I. Do not be afraid.’

“And Peter answered him, ‘Lord, if it is you, command me to come to you on the water.’ He said, ‘Come.’ So Peter got out of the boat and walked on the water and came to Jesus. But when he saw the wind, he was afraid, and beginning to sink he cried out, ‘Lord, save me.’ Jesus immediately reached out his hand and took hold of him, saying to him, ‘O you of little faith, why did you doubt?’  They were glad to take him into the boat, and when they got into the boat, the wind ceased. And those in the boat worshiped him, saying, ‘Truly you are the Son of God.’” Matthew 14:22-33; John 6:17,18,21

They had just taken part in an amazing miracle, feeding over 5000 with only a few loaves and fish, and now Jesus sent them off in their boat. These fishermen were accustomed to the storms that came up quickly on the Sea of Galilee, but now? After such an eventful, exhilarating day? And why had He not come with them? Did He even care how tired they were, and alone? It was into this turbulence of thought and fear and exhaustion that Jesus appeared. When He approached their storm, He revealed Himself, invited heightened faith, then entered the boat and assuaged the storm by His very presence. (John 6:1-17)

We may think we have done everything right, tightened all loose ends, and performed quite well, thank you. It’s time for smooth sailing, and some well-deserved rest. And then everything falls apart. Winds of unease pick up, and hovering clouds pelt down their pain and doubt in stinging, soul-drenching rain. Really, Lord? After all I have done and overcome? After You reminded me of Your power my life loses control?

Our gracious, ever-loving Lord knows every swell of exasperation and fear engulfing our hearts, and comes to bring peace in the midst. He beckons us look up, step out of the boat where we feel trapped, and walk above the dark current to Him, with Him. He is Jehovah Shalom, our Peace, strong and very real and with us, bringing calm and peace to mind and heart beyond human understanding. (Judges 6:24; Isaiah 7:14; Matthew 1:23; John 14:27; 16:33; Philippians 4:7)

What circumstances have disrupted our expectations and threaten our calm? Where are we mooring our peace to events and dreams rather than to our Sovereign? Would we recognize Him in the very night He has ordained, and trust His voice?

Lord of the storms, may I take heart in the truth that You are indeed Lord, and worship.

“Now the birth of Jesus Christ took place in this way. When his mother Mary had been betrothed to Joseph, before they came together she was found to be with child from the Holy Spirit. And her husband Joseph, being a just man and unwilling to put her to shame, resolved to divorce her quietly. But as he considered these things, behold, an angel of the Lord appeared to him in a dream, saying, ‘Joseph, son of David, do not fear to take Mary as your wife, for that which is conceived in her is from the Holy Spirit. She will bear a son, and you shall call his name Jesus, for he will save his people from their sins.’  All this took place to fulfill what the Lord had spoken by the prophet:

“‘Behold, the virgin shall conceive and bear a son,
    and they shall call his name Immanuel’

“(which means, God with us). When Joseph woke from sleep, he did as the angel of the Lord commanded him: he took his wife, but knew her not until she had given birth to a son. And he called his name Jesus…

“Now when they had departed, behold, an angel of the Lord appeared to Joseph in a dream and said, ‘Rise, take the child and his mother, and flee to Egypt, and remain there until I tell you, for Herod is about to search for the child, to destroy him.’  And he rose and took the child and his mother by night and departed to Egypt  and remained there until the death of Herod. This was to fulfill what the Lord had spoken by the prophet, ‘Out of Egypt I called my son.'” Matthew 1:18-25; 2:13-15

Imagine Joseph’s shock when his betrothed (fiancée) informed him she was pregnant, and instead of trembling in fear or guilt, exhibited an overweening serenity and joy. ‘How could this be? What should I do? Would it be the best protection for our reputations to quietly put away my beloved?’ And into this night of bewilderment, God almighty appeared. None of this was too hard or beyond Him. In fact, all was occurring according to His predetermined, glorious will.

The Lord who had promised this child, and miraculously overseen His conception by the Holy Spirit, was supreme over His every breath and day. He would order the Messiah’s comings and goings. He would not strand these parents, but guide them with exactness and perfect care, step by unknown step. (Psalm 32:8; 121:8; 139:5).

Where have we been confounded with the unexpected, and known not how to proceed? What is the proper reaction, or should we act at all? When finding ourselves in an emotional quandary, we can expect the Lord to show up and teach us the next best step. At each obedience, we will find Him faithful to reveal the next.

Would we trust that the Lord is supreme over all things, and nothing is too hard or wonderful for Him? We may not see or understand the future He is writing, but we can trust He is, and well. (Genesis 18:14; Jeremiah 32:27)

Father, help me trust that You are above and beyond all I can comprehend, working everything for Your glory and the good of Your people. (Romans 8:28)

“Joseph also went up from the town of Nazareth to the city of David, which is called Bethlehem, because he was of the house and lineage of David, to be registered with Mary, his betrothed, who was with child. And while they were there, the time came for her to give birth. And she gave birth to her firstborn son and wrapped him in swaddling cloths and laid him in a manger, because there was no place for them in the inn.

“And in the same region there were shepherds out in the field, keeping watch over their flock by night. And an angel of the Lord appeared to them, and the glory of the Lord shone around them, and they were filled with great fear. And the angel said to them, ‘Fear not, for behold, I bring you good news of great joy that will be for all the people. For unto you is born this day in the city of David a Savior, who is Christ the Lord. And this will be a sign for you: you will find a baby wrapped in swaddling cloths and lying in a manger.’  And suddenly there was with the angel a multitude of the heavenly host praising God and saying,

‘Glory to God in the highest,
    and on earth peace among those with whom he is pleased!’

“When the angels went away from them into heaven, the shepherds said to one another, ‘Let us go over to Bethlehem and see this thing that has happened, which the Lord has made known to us.’ And they went with haste and found Mary and Joseph, and the baby lying in a manger. And when they saw it, they made known the saying that had been told them concerning this child.  And all who heard it wondered at what the shepherds told them. But Mary treasured up all these things, pondering them in her heart.  And the shepherds returned, glorifying and praising God for all they had heard and seen, as it had been told them.” Luke 2:4-20

They were just out doing what they’d always done, guarding their sheep. Night in, night out, same robes, sandals, and well-worn staffs, weary but vigilant, the shepherds kept watch over their very livelihood. One moment of dozing, one distraction, could mean one of their own would become prey, and another loss to the bottom line. On an ordinary night, with a smatter of stars the only light for watching the shadows, the unthinkable occurred. Almighty God appeared in unimaginable glory and announced good news for all people through His angelic host.

Our Lord longs to break into our everyday and stamp it with His glory. Every insight and decision, our small comings and goings and petty words thought and spoken, each minute that ticks by- His good news makes a difference in all. Christ’s resplendence breaks into our ordinary and makes it extraordinary when we are filled with His Spirit and intent on seeing Him shine.

As we go about everyday routine, would we take the gloom and look how God might blaze His splendor on it? In everything we use and say and do, will we seek to display His joy and proclaim His peace? (Zechariah 14:21)

Lord, may I faithfully bring holy wonder into my ordinary by glorifying and praising You at every step.

“The Lord appeared to Solomon in the night and said to him: ‘I have heard your prayer and have chosen this place for myself as a house of sacrifice. When I shut up the heavens so that there is no rain, or command the locust to devour the land, or send pestilence among my people,  if my people who are called by my name humble themselves, and pray and seek my face and turn from their wicked ways, then I will hear from heaven and will forgive their sin and heal their land. My eyes will be open and my ears attentive to the prayer that is made in this place. I have chosen and consecrated this house that my name, my eyes and my heart will be there for all time. As for you, if you will walk before me as David your father walked, doing according to all that I have commanded and keeping my statutes and my rules, then I will establish your royal throne…’

“’But if you turn aside and forsake my statutes and commandments that I have set before you, and go and serve and worship other gods, then I will pluck you up from my land that I have given you, and this house that I have consecrated for my name, I will cast out of my sight, and I will make it a proverb and a byword among all peoples. And at this house, which was exalted, everyone passing by will be astonished and say, ‘Why has the Lord done thus to this land and to this house?’ They will say, ‘Because they abandoned the Lord, the God of their fathers who brought them out of the land of Egypt, and laid hold on other gods and worshiped them and served them. Therefore he has brought all this disaster on them.’” 2 Chronicles 7:12-22

Solomon had finally finished the house of the Lord- all he had planned to do was successfully accomplished. He had led an Israel at peace in sacrifice and a prayer of dedication, and God’s glory had filled the temple. The rest of his reign lay before him, and all of God’s promises were his to own. And into this night of unlimited possibilities, God almighty appeared. His understanding of what was at stake compelled Him to express both encouragement in His promises and warning against their rejection. (2 Chronicles 6:12-7:3,11)

Many are our opportunities every day, but especially at specific crossroads in life: after completion of schooling, at the start of a marriage, at the birth of a child, after a geographic move, at retirement. When something momentous has been completed, there is a sense of satisfaction (and relief) and a thrill at what lies ahead. It can be easy to allow the swell of enthusiasm at accomplishment to puff into pride, self-sufficiency, or a captivation with the glamour of success. It is here our holy God stops us and reminds us whose we are and why we are here. Beware temptations to run after false gods, and when you fall, repent!

How seriously do we heed God’s warnings against falling to temptation? Where have we let sneak into our successes a sense of desert or superiority, and thus disregarded God’s supremacy? (Matthew 26:41; 1 Peter 5:8)

Lord, keep me attuned to Your words of warning, and my heart soft to repentance, to the honor of Your grace.

“Solomon went up there to the bronze altar before the Lord, which was at the tent of meeting, and offered a thousand burnt offerings on it.

“In that night God appeared to Solomon, and said to him, ‘Ask what I shall give you.’ And Solomon said to God, ‘You have shown great and steadfast love to David my father, and have made me king in his place.  O Lord God, let your word to David my father be now fulfilled, for you have made me king over a people as numerous as the dust of the earth. Give me now wisdom and knowledge to go out and come in before this people, for who can govern this people of yours, which is so great?’ God answered Solomon, ‘Because this was in your heart, and you have not asked for possessions, wealth, honor, or the life of those who hate you, and have not even asked for long life, but have asked for wisdom and knowledge for yourself that you may govern my people over whom I have made you king,  wisdom and knowledge are granted to you. I will also give you riches, possessions, and honor, such as none of the kings had who were before you, and none after you shall have the like.'” 2 Chronicles 1:6-12

His father David, a man after God’s heart, had ruled Israel remarkably for four decades, and was now gone. He had taught him, prepared him, and best of all encouraged him to follow the Lord steadfastly. He had prayed over him, igniting faith in his faithful God and for His work. And now Solomon, fresh with royal favor, yet awash with grief and the gravity of his responsibility, saw the weighty task before him. And into this night of emotion, uncertainty, and wonder at what lay ahead, God Almighty appeared, and provided exceedingly beyond what Solomon could even imagine. (1 Samuel 13:14; 1 Chronicles 28:20; 29:19,22-28; Acts 13:22; Ephesians 3:20)

In times of great and varied emotion, we can yearn for footing, a steady center, an anchor. We know we cannot rest on the strengths of those who have gone before, nor even of the favor and position and gifts afforded us. We cannot assume all will proceed as we plan or hope for, that the health or resources of the present will be here tomorrow. We need more certainty, more help. The Lord graciously comes. He invites us to articulate our incapacity, our specific needs, and in doing so, declare our trust in Him as all in all. He offers Himself as One who can be taken as His word.

Are we frozen in a place of swirling emotion, exhilaration blended with fear and doubt, humility at immeasurable blessing from the Lord mixed with ignorance how to invest it? Do we hear His voice, coming in the dark and asking, ‘What can I do for you?’ Would we spell out our needs and trust, implicitly and absolutely, that God will undertake for every one? That He is enough, and good, and worthy of our full dependence? (2 Chronicles 20:12)

Almighty Father, You have led this far and will not abandon me. Please keep me fully dependent on You, with eyes and heart fixed on Your sufficiency, to the glory of Your greatness.