“Where were you when I laid the foundation of the earth?..
Who stretched the line upon it?
On what were its bases sunk,
or who laid its cornerstone?
“Or who shut in the sea with doors
when it burst out from the womb,
when I made clouds its garment..,
and prescribed limits for it…
and said, ‘Thus far shall you come, and no farther,
and here shall your proud waves be stayed’?
“Have you commanded the morning since your days began,
and caused the dawn to know its place?
“Have you entered into the springs of the sea,
or walked in the recesses of the deep?..
Have you comprehended the expanse of the earth?
“Where is the way to the dwelling of light,
and where is the place of darkness,
that you may take it to its territory
and that you may discern the paths to its home?” Job 38:4-6,8-12,16,18-20
“O Lord, you have searched me and known me!
You know when I sit down and when I rise up;
you discern my thoughts from afar.
You search out my path and my lying down
and are acquainted with all my ways…
You hem me in, behind and before,
and lay your hand upon me…
Where shall I go from your Spirit?
Or where shall I flee from your presence?
If I ascend to heaven, you are there!
If I make my bed in Sheol, you are there!
If I take the wings of the morning
and dwell in the uttermost parts of the sea,
even there your hand shall lead me,
and your right hand shall hold me.
If I say, ‘Surely the darkness shall cover me,
and the light about me be night,’
even the darkness is not dark to you;
the night is bright as the day,
for darkness is as light with you.
For you formed my inward parts…
My frame was not hidden from you,
when I was being made in secret…
Your eyes saw my unformed substance;
in your book were written…
the days that were formed for me,
when as yet there was none of them.” Psalm 139:1-3,5,7-13,15-16
God’s questioning jolts His children into their place by revealing His sovereign power and intricate knowledge. Sometimes He uses an overwhelming experience of wonder and beauty, an impossibly difficult situation without easy answer or solution, or an unbearable weight of sorrow, to cause us to acknowledge His vast and constant presence among us. His care, love, and light are inescapable.
Morning breaks,
Light awakes,
From a peek,
To a hint,
To full blaze;
Birds sing cheer,
Renewal’s here,
Seize the day (PEB)
What begins with hope doesn’t always continue that way. When confusion or anguish are too deep for words, the Lord is near in the gloom, upholding His boundaries, containing the pressure. When we feel lost, alone, untethered in the wide chaotic world, the Lord is close. When life’s sky is so distant we feel rudderless, directionless, meaningless, He is nigh, encompassing, sustaining, filling the space and ordering every unseen.
Where do I question His abiding presence out of anger, sadness, or confusion? Would I believe and rest in it today?
“Day is done,
Gone the sun,
From the lake,
From the hills,
from the sky;
All is well,
Safely rest,
God is nigh” ~Gen. Daniel Butterfield (1862)
Lord, in every circumstance, help me seek and rejoice in Your presence and glory.